Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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10:11 pm - attn party goers!!
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I WILL BE APT. SITTING FOR MY COUSIN IN QUEENS JULY 1 - JULY 4TH SO I AM HAVING A "COME WHEN YOU WANT....WITH WHOEVER AND WHATEVER YOU WANT....AND STAY AS LONG AS YOU WANT" PARTY!!!
FEEL FREE TO SHOW UP ANYTIME....JUST CALL MY CELL FOR DIRECTIONS! :)
THERE ARE A FEW TINY RULES HOWEVER:
1. THERE IS A CAT SO IF YOUR ALLERGIC OR WANT TO BRING SOMEONE WHO IS ..... TAKE A PILL BEFORE YOU COME.
2. I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO DISMISS ANYONE I CHOOSE FROM THE PARTY ((ITS MY COUSINS APT AND I AM IN CHARGE SO IF YOU GET OUT OF CONTROL ITS TIME TO GO HOME))
3. NO DRUGS. CIGERETTES AND DRINKING IS OK....((PS BYOB OR WHATEVER YOU WANT SINCE I DONT KNOW THE DRINK SITUATION AS OF THIS MOMENT))
OTHER THEN THAT....COME ON DOWN!!
current mood:  jubilant
current music: the tv in the other room
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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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6:25 am - this is sick
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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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12:55 pm - back to the future....
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so i went and saw the middle school play last nite.....
it was cute....they did a nice job....it made me sad though.....
i started to think about when we were in middle school........lol i walked around and found my old locker, and tired to remember my way around the halls.
it also made me feel old!! all the kids were like running around hyped up on sugar..........were we really that nuts?? i hope we were cause they looked like they were having fun......
oh well...back to reality........time to start my term paper for psych.........god i feel old.
oh well..........
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: shut up and smile
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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11:41 pm
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cant stop smiling.................
havent been this happy in like for ever and a day...............
i am glad you can make me smile.
ok bed time.
nite
current mood:  happy
current music: the keys typing
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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6:21 am - large boughts of happness
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have you ever stayed up talking on the phone, knowing you have a paper due and have to be at work early.....but just kept talking b/c it was the best conversation you have had with this person
and the whole time all you think about it the butterflies in your tummy...........
well thats what i did last nite......and it was the best nite in a while.......and now........i am late for work...must go...bye
current mood:  loved
current music: my phone ringing to tell me i am late for work
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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9:01 am - happy v-day!
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happy valentines day everyone!
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so i havent written in a while.........
not much is new.....today i am sick....so i called into work today.......i am missing our valentines day party........oh well at least i wont be around all that junk food to eat it........besides i already got my valentines day present......well at least i think it was one.......i am not sure what it was to the giving end......we shall see.....
ok i have to go eat.......starving......
have a good day!
-melissa
current mood:  sick
current music: the tv
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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7:48 pm - been a while
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its been a while......i dont feel good...
girl issuses...........they suck. dont want to go to work today. but the pay check is there. so must get up and go.....be strong.
nothing is new........well kinda idk i am just in a haze right now.
ok gonna go
bye
current mood:  groggy
current music: the tv sports report
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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6:23 am - blast from the past......
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ok...so i was at work...doing a "workout" with my kids...
and we were listening to this weird tape.
and the first song that came on was the sun has got his hat on.......hip hip hip hooray....
the sun has got his hat and he's coming out today....now we'll all be happy hip hip hip hooray......
and i started to do the dance.............thats all i wanted to share..lol
ttfn
current mood:  amused
current music: tv
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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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10:56 am
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i am worried about him.....
this is the second time he has called during the nite....saying he misses me and home.
sigh what to do?!
current mood:  confused
current music: movies
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004
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8:39 am - SWEET FREEDOM!
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ITS OFFICAL SHE HAS LEFT THE HOUSE.......
AHHHH 3 WHOLE DAYS TO MY SELF!!!
NO "TAKE OUT THE GARBAGE, CLEAN THE KITCHEN, DO THE LAUNDRY"
JUST WHAT EVER NOISE I WANNA MAKE!!!!!! ;)
AHHHHHHHH I FEEL SO ENERGIZED......SO I HAVE GONE TO CLEAN MY ROOM!
-LARGE kiss where ever u want!
current mood:  energetic
current music: joy to the world!!
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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11:13 am - shes fucking annoying!
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omg what does she think? that i am dumb!??!?! that her walking into my room and unplugging my phone line to my comp......is gonna stop me?!??!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
shes so god damn annoying!
why does she always have to be mad at me? is there like some new rule i dont know about?!?!?!
sigh....gotta clean dont wanna. gonna do it
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
current mood:  annoyed
current music: the tv.
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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7:59 pm - :(
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so hes seeing someone else......
tech. he just broke up with me............
life is over.
the end.
current mood:  crushed
current music: depressing music
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Saturday, April 10th, 2004
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6:43 pm - new hair
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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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10:14 pm - i know that face a poem by meissa ronsiek
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he watches the movie like hes in it....and knows the characters......wishing what was happening to them was happening to him.....
he says hes happy but that face says other wise.....
i know that face...i make that face....
its the face you make when ur thinking of the one you love....
the face i make when i think of him....
but hes thinking of her....
and not me....
why do i long for him to think of me that way....
to make that face when he looks my way.........
he did once...but no more....
why cant he love me again??
WHY??!?!?!?!?
the end!
current mood:  artistic
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Sunday, March 7th, 2004
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9:41 pm - my new family memember!
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YAY! my aunt deirdre got married last friday!!! her and her girlfriend....terri got married...i have an aunt terri now!
go legalized gay marriages!!!
i am sooooooooooooooooo excitied!
WOOHOO!
lol alrite...thats all for now!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: telivsion
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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7:42 pm - the men of my life....
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lets see...
i have the gay best friends....cause apperently most men in my life turn out to be gay...which isnt a bad thing cause a gay guy is better than no guy at all.
then i have the best guy friend thats in the fricken bronx......and i miss all the time.
i have the boy who stole my heart a long time ago who is such a great friend now....
i have the boy who recently stole my heart...and has no feelings for me....and is the most selfish person on the planet.
i have the boy i like...who likes me...and isnt willing to commit....
the boy who i have no attraction to and has no attraction to me....but we have one of the most normal relationships i have ever had.
then i have my slightly absentie father....who idk whats with us....
so basically i have never nor will ever have a normal relationship with a man.....
the end..have a nice day!
current mood:  cynical
current music: tv
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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11:48 am - the mexican italian ivasion!
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yeah so i spelt invasion wrong i think whatever....
newhoos
woke up this morning and remembered we are getting a new drive way and stoop today
YAY!
no more rocks getting caught when i back up out of the drive way.
so i look out side to see whos doing our drive way and its my landlords brothers....and their little mexican friends.
so since 6 am i have had old italian men and young mexican men running around outside my house.
its ummm intresting.....yeah.
sigh closing work again today! grrrrrrrr tomorrow too and then YAY off friday.
ooo but i get to see the nice boys at work today! i love my few good shoprite men......ooo that rememinds me i have to update my profile for shoprite men to stay away from ........ and ones who are good.
alrite tata
-melissa
current mood:  lonely
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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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9:49 am - looooooooooooong time
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well its been a long time since i have written .... i dont even know when the last time i wrote was?!?!
so much has changed....
i am bruntte...for neone who doesnt know
though most of u have seen me so....
and recently i have decided to change.
i was sick and tired of being sooo passive with these 3 idiots and follow around like a little lost puppy and making sure they are happy.
basically i am gonna be up front from now on....it doesnt matter who its with...which bothers me cause i used to be really up front with people just say shit to thier face and didnt care. but i some how i turned into this little quiet person who didnt want to say things to these people.....
all that changed yesterday...i told the ass how it was. and how it was gonna be. lets just hope he gets it through his dumb thick head.
sigh oh well
-melissa
current mood:  determined
current music: achhhoooo me sneezing...
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Thursday, January 8th, 2004
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2:24 am - oh fuck!
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wasnt scared.now am scared....hes scared or is he?
sigh oh shit!
current mood:  scared
current music: tv
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Friday, November 28th, 2003
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2:39 am - merry early xmas to me........even if it is thanksgiving...
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thanksgiving is a good day/was a good day.
food.
mom.
aunt lilian.
more food.
grandma.
but the best part of my day just happened.
i got the best gift i could ask for.
closeure....and a friend that i lost.
its new and diff. but it works.
now to only slove that other pesky problem.
ttfn.
me
current mood:  satisfied
current music: none
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